Or so I thought….

I called and sent her messages for weeks. She ignored me completely. I would have gone to her house or place of work, but I didn’t know where she lived or worked. I drowned myself in pain, sorrow, tears, and shame for months. I had planned a future in my head with someone I barely knew all because of lust.

One Monday morning, I remembered the career goal I had set for myself at the start of the year and how I let the determination I had fizzle away these past few months because of Happiness. At that moment I promised to pick myself up and get back on track. I started job hunting again and got several interviews with top companies. Relationship wise, I’m not ready yet to commit again but I’ve decided that I will take my time to get to know any woman I am attracted to and use my head, along with my heart, not just my eyes.

Let your heart lead you, but don’t leave your head behind. Filter out what you see and keep what’s pure.